2006-10-17 - 12:52 a.m.
Okay, so I'm worth $2,032,134 on http://www.humanforsale.com (Sorry, I don't know http that much, so.. Copy/paste ^^)
Boredom sinks in rather easily now that I don't have a job. Been playing Valkyrie Profile 2 for awhile, but even that gets boring.. Masturbation's lost its fun, I'm fucking crazy.
...Now that damn song's stuck in my head.
I sit around and watch the tube but nothing's on
I change the channels for an hour or two
Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit
I'm sick of all the same old shit
In a house with unlocked doors
And I'm fucking lazy
Heh, lazy's right.. I've been sitting around all day on my ass, doing.. Well, nothing pretty much. Didn't even get up when I got hungry.. Just ordered in, and had it delivered. Hell, I had my friend pick it up for me at the door. That's laziness, friends.
Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit
That reminds me.. I actually haven't taken a bath since Saturday. Maybe I should go take a nice, long bath and relax for a bit.. tomorrow, mayhaps.
Peel me off this velcro seat and get me moving
I sure as hell can't do it by myself
I'm feeling like a dog in heat
Barred indoors from the summer street
I locked the door to my own cell
And I lost the key
That reminds me.. After I ate, I never actually went outside my room, its been locked all day.. Quite a strange coincidence, no?
I got no motivation
Where is my motivation
No time for the motivation
Smoking my inspiration
Speaking about smoking, I haven't in over 2 hours now. Maybe I should go get a clove after I'm finished this little rant of mine.
I sit around and watch the phone but no one's calling
Call me pathetic call me what you will
My mother says to get a job
But she don't like the one she's got
When masturbation's lost it's fun
You're fucking crazy
Again, coincidence - I recently got laid off, fired.. quit, whatever. I do need to find a job, but.. I don't want to. I don't want to be one of those people that go work all day, come home, then pass out asleep on the recliner. Call me crazy, but I like to actually have fun.
Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And loneliness has to suffice
Bite my lip and close my eyes
I'm slipping away to paradise
Some say "Quit or I'll go blind"
But it's just a myth
Well, I guess that about wraps it up - Oh, by the way.. if you haven't gotten that song, its Longview from Green Day. Look it up someday, its one of my favourites. Well, toodles!
