2006-11-25 - 7:06 p.m.
Every day now, is starting to be a pain.. Getting up, staying awake.. Breakfast, lunch, supper.. Everything.. A pain, another thing to be done - Another pain to be held, another tick on my ever-counting clock, winding down to nothingness. I feel as though the life is being drained from my very being, with every breath I take, every step I take taking me deeper and deeper to my grave.
Every breath I draw in, is a pain now. Every step, feels as though it could be the last. I stay constantly dizzy, in a state of vertigo.. Not knowing if I'll fall the next time I stand up, or if I will indeed make it. Please, Goddess let me be.. Let me live, if but another few years.
