2007-12-14 - 7:31 p.m.
Last night, I had the oddest dream, and it seems awfully long for me to have posted it, however I had to think about it, let it fall together.
It starts with me, mixing ingredients together for a cake. Flour, eggs, milk.. however I didn't have enough ingredients, so I decided just to make a small 1-layer cake.. I'm whipping the dough, when this very fluid, abstract form ends up in the mixing bowl. It almost seemed.. Like a small girl. I reach down to pick it up out of the bowl.. and it grabs my hand. I slowly pull her out, making sure to handle her carefully.. And then my view suddenly changes - I'm looking up at myself, from in my own hand.. I see this very eery, sinister grin as I'm placed on a baking sheet.. I feel everything, the feel of the dough, the smell.. the taste. It was all such a beautiful, yet simplistic feeling. I feel the heat, as well as my own body slowly rising up, becoming more and more solid as I'm baked.. It seemed so odd, that I could literally feel the heat, feel everything about me in such a realistic way. Odd, scary.. and very realistic. It felt real. As though I really was getting cooked.. Anyway, enough about that. I feel embarrassed now, since I'm.. well, a naked cake girl to be honest.. And then, the icing. Such smooth, cute.. purple, black, white.. Like a maid's dress, painted on my body. Then bam.. A knife dissects me into small pieces, then I wake up after getting eaten.. my head was the last to go.
I woke to a horrible sweat, my body completely stripped, and my bed completely disshevelled into such a vast mess - My cover was tossed on the floor, as well as all the bed covers.
I just wish I knew what this dream meant.. if it means anything. Ah well, sorry about that little trip - Just had to get it all out, that way it'll stop rattling in my brain, bouncing around until I become obsessed with it. Thanks for reading.
